It is the EVE of Merdeka and I am down with a cold. Dammit. How could this be happening to me. I was fine yesterday, but when I woke up I felt sick. Damn. How am I supposed to PARTY now?? My chances to get drunk tonight seems to be very low. Don't know if I can handle my drinks well under this circumstances. But who knows. My currently dilemma now is whether should I stay home tonight (and miss partying, so I could party hard tomorrow with my friends) or just f**k it and party till the weekend.
It is such an irony. My boyfriend is leaving to Phuket tomorrow on Merdeka's day. It's FREEDOM!! hahahaha. Freedom for the country and myself. Never thought you could kill two birds with one stone. hehehehe... And I am falling sick. *double damn*. How could this be happening to me. It was supposed to be my freedom where I could PARTY and the things I could do. *grins* Don't worry baby, I'll be a good girl.. * cheeky*
Let's recap on our beautiful country Malaysia. How patriotic are we? Do we have flags hanging on our cars and houses? If we do, does this mean that we are patriotic? Don't ask me I have no idea. I have no house (which belongs to me) nor own a car. So how the hell should I know. But I feel very grateful to be born in Malaysia although at times I wished that I was not. To think about it, we live in a very peaceful place, no internal wars. We live in harmony.
But most of us born after WW2, we are not VERY patriotic. But I am glad our forefathers worked their ass to give us the opportunity to live in a lovely place.
Peace out and have a good Merdeka. I might be partying tonight after all. See you laterz peeps.
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Friday, August 25, 2006
Relationships
Relationships seems to be so complicated. Why? When you are single you wish you had a partner. But when you're attached you wanna be single. And there are times when you are attached you wish that you could just break it up with your partner as she or he causes you too much headache and heartache and you will think that you are better off being without them. When it comes down to the crunch (break up) you realize that you could not live without him. You feel that your bottom half of your body has gone missing. You feel like DYING. You wished that someone could pull the trigger and end it. But is this was worth it. In 5 years down the road, you be thinking that you are DAMN DUMB. And you feel that you made a fool out of yourself and that you found out you did it, you have moved on. Sigh.
When you are in a relationship, you don't see things like an outsider does. When a friend or friends tells you what you did was wrong, and all you could do is either blast them away, give them your opinion and tell them to BUTT OUT. But then again, you don't see things out of the box like they do. When I was first going out with my bf everything was fine and dandy. But I couldn't call anyone babe which I was used too calling my friends it does not matter if it's a guy or girl. So I stopped it. Then he left to Australia for studies and the next thing was, you can't wear this top, that top, this skirt and that skirt. And I did it. Some may say I'm giving in too much, some may say I'm stupid and some may not have any opinion.
But when it comes to FLIRTING and dirty dancing it was a BIG NO NO especially when you are only going out for a year or so. So why make things more complicated than ever. If you don't want to get in to arguments then compromise. Don't do that. A friend of mine once dirty dance with a friend. And from the dance floor I could see her bf looking at her. Enough was enough, He got mad. It is normal for your man to be upset and jealous. If you were in his shoes wouldn't you be the react the same or worst? But at that time you don't see his point of view and you think that he is just being very childish.
A close friend of mine just broken up. We started to talk. But what I said meant nothing because he or she felt that I was out there to get him/her. But when you realizes it, it would have been TOO LATE.
It seems to be a bad month for relationships. Another friend of mine was in contact with this guy from Malacca. They seemed to be going out yet they were not. I know she has the heart for him. Out of the blue he told her to f**k off and that he doesn't want to see her again. And he threatened her. Such a BASTARD!. If I ever find out that he is in town, I am so going to kick his yellow arse back to where he belong. To think that he could mess with some city chicks. Boy, you are so damn wrong. Luckily he is a bastard now before they even went out together.
I wouldn't say that my relationship with my partner is blissful. I would be lying if I said so. Yes we are happy. And yes we do have our ups and downs moments. In the end, if you really want to make it work, it is all about compromising. Even if the girls that have to compromise most of the time. Sometimes I feel like I had it enough. Enough is enough. But could you just throw what you have for more than a year away just like that because he did something that was so insensitive?
When you are in a relationship, you don't see things like an outsider does. When a friend or friends tells you what you did was wrong, and all you could do is either blast them away, give them your opinion and tell them to BUTT OUT. But then again, you don't see things out of the box like they do. When I was first going out with my bf everything was fine and dandy. But I couldn't call anyone babe which I was used too calling my friends it does not matter if it's a guy or girl. So I stopped it. Then he left to Australia for studies and the next thing was, you can't wear this top, that top, this skirt and that skirt. And I did it. Some may say I'm giving in too much, some may say I'm stupid and some may not have any opinion.
But when it comes to FLIRTING and dirty dancing it was a BIG NO NO especially when you are only going out for a year or so. So why make things more complicated than ever. If you don't want to get in to arguments then compromise. Don't do that. A friend of mine once dirty dance with a friend. And from the dance floor I could see her bf looking at her. Enough was enough, He got mad. It is normal for your man to be upset and jealous. If you were in his shoes wouldn't you be the react the same or worst? But at that time you don't see his point of view and you think that he is just being very childish.
A close friend of mine just broken up. We started to talk. But what I said meant nothing because he or she felt that I was out there to get him/her. But when you realizes it, it would have been TOO LATE.
It seems to be a bad month for relationships. Another friend of mine was in contact with this guy from Malacca. They seemed to be going out yet they were not. I know she has the heart for him. Out of the blue he told her to f**k off and that he doesn't want to see her again. And he threatened her. Such a BASTARD!. If I ever find out that he is in town, I am so going to kick his yellow arse back to where he belong. To think that he could mess with some city chicks. Boy, you are so damn wrong. Luckily he is a bastard now before they even went out together.
I wouldn't say that my relationship with my partner is blissful. I would be lying if I said so. Yes we are happy. And yes we do have our ups and downs moments. In the end, if you really want to make it work, it is all about compromising. Even if the girls that have to compromise most of the time. Sometimes I feel like I had it enough. Enough is enough. But could you just throw what you have for more than a year away just like that because he did something that was so insensitive?
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Re-Cap
Last Friday Sab and I went to Zouk for the so called Paris Hilton's party "One Night with Paris" konon. We arrived there and the drama begins. Sabrina could not enter Zouk because she's not yet 21. So troublesome. Called Brian, and he couldn't do anything. Luckily I saw Wy Wy. So she brought Sab in as her guest. The blinking event only started out at 11pm. So damn late. And I didn't want to spend money in Zouk. So we were just there to see the event.
And there were so many embarrassing people there that night. There's this bunch of African American both male and female and they just made fool of themselves that night. They were sitting on the couch that was ON THE STAGE, and they were trying to act cool. There were camera crews at Zouk too. So I guess they wanted their five seconds of fame. The best part, one of them stole or should I say SNATCH the microphone off Joey G and he started to Rap. OMG. So LAME!
There's one competition, where they were giving out I-Pod Nano, so they called up 5 ladies up the stage. The deal is that they needed to sing Paris Hilton song. Out of the 5, 2 were from the African American group. One backed out. When it came to her turn to sing she asked if she could get a beat. So her guy friend took the other microphone. SHE WAS SO OUT OF TUNE! OMG. The crowd BOO-ed at her. But in the end I think she was so bad that they didn't know whether should they boo at her or not. I could not handle the embarrassment for I could picture it happening to me. Can't believe it.
As soon as the event finished we left Zouk. There was nothing much happening there. And we continued to party at Laundry. And there was drama too at laundry. OMG. In the end of the night, some one had to start crying la. I also don't know. But I don't really give a damn. I know why she cried and I know certain things that I should not be writing in here.
As for Saturday, I got absolutely high. It was a good night. Spend a lot of money for this particular weekend. Took my whole family out to dinner at a Japanese Restaurant on Sunday. All in all it was a good weekend. At least for once I did not create any drama when I'm so HIGH.... hehehe.....
And there were so many embarrassing people there that night. There's this bunch of African American both male and female and they just made fool of themselves that night. They were sitting on the couch that was ON THE STAGE, and they were trying to act cool. There were camera crews at Zouk too. So I guess they wanted their five seconds of fame. The best part, one of them stole or should I say SNATCH the microphone off Joey G and he started to Rap. OMG. So LAME!
There's one competition, where they were giving out I-Pod Nano, so they called up 5 ladies up the stage. The deal is that they needed to sing Paris Hilton song. Out of the 5, 2 were from the African American group. One backed out. When it came to her turn to sing she asked if she could get a beat. So her guy friend took the other microphone. SHE WAS SO OUT OF TUNE! OMG. The crowd BOO-ed at her. But in the end I think she was so bad that they didn't know whether should they boo at her or not. I could not handle the embarrassment for I could picture it happening to me. Can't believe it.
As soon as the event finished we left Zouk. There was nothing much happening there. And we continued to party at Laundry. And there was drama too at laundry. OMG. In the end of the night, some one had to start crying la. I also don't know. But I don't really give a damn. I know why she cried and I know certain things that I should not be writing in here.
As for Saturday, I got absolutely high. It was a good night. Spend a lot of money for this particular weekend. Took my whole family out to dinner at a Japanese Restaurant on Sunday. All in all it was a good weekend. At least for once I did not create any drama when I'm so HIGH.... hehehe.....
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Gloomy Day
It's Wednesday at last. Another 2 working days left before the weekend..*Yippie*. The weather seems to be so gloomy today. If I have it my way, I would not have dragged myself out from my bed. I can actually visualize the comfort of my bed and feel the cool air. I can picture myself tucked in my bed under the soft quilt and dozing off and having Pirate beside me. Pirate is the baby of the house. He's such a cutie and he's a dog. Sigh. How I wish I could do so.
Somewhat, it has been a gloomy day. A few of my friends are feeling down. Maybe their sadness has something to do with the weather. A close friend of mine has lost his beloved grandma last week. May her soul rest in peace. This made me think of my grandmother. And it has been awhile since I've seen her. The last was during my graduation. Oh, how I miss her and my family. But then again I can't stop partying during the weekend.
Let's see what I have planned out for the weekend.. Hmm.. Laundry Bar on Friday, Velvet on Saturday? Sigh not sure about Velvet as the football season has started and Arsenal is playing on Saturday. So its either Laundry and the football game or party at Velvet. ARGH.. NO IDEA!!!
I can't wait for Joanne to come back from India. Miss her and her wackiness.
Somewhat, it has been a gloomy day. A few of my friends are feeling down. Maybe their sadness has something to do with the weather. A close friend of mine has lost his beloved grandma last week. May her soul rest in peace. This made me think of my grandmother. And it has been awhile since I've seen her. The last was during my graduation. Oh, how I miss her and my family. But then again I can't stop partying during the weekend.
Let's see what I have planned out for the weekend.. Hmm.. Laundry Bar on Friday, Velvet on Saturday? Sigh not sure about Velvet as the football season has started and Arsenal is playing on Saturday. So its either Laundry and the football game or party at Velvet. ARGH.. NO IDEA!!!
I can't wait for Joanne to come back from India. Miss her and her wackiness.
Monday, August 14, 2006
RocStar : Supernova
Ahh.. The reality show of a bunch of rockers that would want to see a day to be playing with "the" band. JD had his break through Rockstar:INXS and now he's the front man of INXS. Damn, he's hot. Who would be the front man/woman of Supernova??
Some of the guys from the show are HOT!. Personally I feel that they have better potential and performance skills than those in American Idol. A guy who can sing and play an instruments are damn HOT. Don't you think so? And it is not that easy doing both at the same time, I think.
Josh Logan was eliminated last week. Sigh. He's hot and cute at the same time. He has a soulful voice but I guess rock is not his cup of tea. He could sing from Stevie Wonder to Reggae. Awh!. I wish that he could still be in the show. Something I look forward to. He can sing and play the guitar too. *WOW* *HOT*
Dilana is one rocker chick dudette. She has a distinct voice. She sound really great. And besides that she has the balls go to up to Supernova stage and sing right infront of them. The amount of tattoos that she has on her body, is unbelievable. If Supernova would choose a girl to front their band I will vote for her.
Personally I feel Toby is one of the most talented rocker amongst the group. Every week he comes up with different ideas and styles to the audience. I think he would be perfect for Supernova. He has great performance skills. And he's not bad looking either.
There are many guys out there that can play the guitar. However there are not many that could play the piano. When I first saw Ryan, just him and the piano, the first thing that went through my mind was "WOW". Damn it. He plays it better than me. Sigh. On top of that he plays the guitar too.
Some of the guys from the show are HOT!. Personally I feel that they have better potential and performance skills than those in American Idol. A guy who can sing and play an instruments are damn HOT. Don't you think so? And it is not that easy doing both at the same time, I think.
Josh Logan was eliminated last week. Sigh. He's hot and cute at the same time. He has a soulful voice but I guess rock is not his cup of tea. He could sing from Stevie Wonder to Reggae. Awh!. I wish that he could still be in the show. Something I look forward to. He can sing and play the guitar too. *WOW* *HOT*
Dilana is one rocker chick dudette. She has a distinct voice. She sound really great. And besides that she has the balls go to up to Supernova stage and sing right infront of them. The amount of tattoos that she has on her body, is unbelievable. If Supernova would choose a girl to front their band I will vote for her.
Personally I feel Toby is one of the most talented rocker amongst the group. Every week he comes up with different ideas and styles to the audience. I think he would be perfect for Supernova. He has great performance skills. And he's not bad looking either.
There are many guys out there that can play the guitar. However there are not many that could play the piano. When I first saw Ryan, just him and the piano, the first thing that went through my mind was "WOW". Damn it. He plays it better than me. Sigh. On top of that he plays the guitar too.
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
A Pair of Jeans
Boss will not be in till Friday. *Yippie*.Hence we went to Sungai Wang from 12pm to 4pm. Damn. We really did not have any work to do. hahaha. so ponteng la. But we did go back to the office after our so called shopping.Shopping at times could be such a hassle for me. I can shop easily for tops but not jeans. Don't know why. Maybe the kind of jeans I have in mind ceased to exist in the real world. So goddamn depressing la. The thing is I know I need a new pair of jeans but there is so many complication. No.1, NO MONEY!!!, No2. most of the jeans do not really fit me. That is why at times I wonder what the hell happened to the Chinese genes. My mix parentage did not go well in that department.
I tried this particular jeans, and my colleagues said it fitted me. I didn't mind buying it truthfully. But I have bought a pair of jeans that I only wore once. So I'm kinda careful in what I buy especially when it comes to a pair of jeans.One of my colleagues didn't mind buying it for me first then will pay her back when I get my cash. Being me, I have to think a million times before buying something, especially when it comes to shoes, sandals and jeans. It's also depressing to see that they could fit any cut/style but almost everything did not fit me. ARGH! So irritated. Maybe I should have bought it and then regret it later. I don't know. So confusing.
I do hope tomorrow will be another shopping day for us. Then I could decide. But then again I have no $$$. When the hell am I going to be rich?
I tried this particular jeans, and my colleagues said it fitted me. I didn't mind buying it truthfully. But I have bought a pair of jeans that I only wore once. So I'm kinda careful in what I buy especially when it comes to a pair of jeans.One of my colleagues didn't mind buying it for me first then will pay her back when I get my cash. Being me, I have to think a million times before buying something, especially when it comes to shoes, sandals and jeans. It's also depressing to see that they could fit any cut/style but almost everything did not fit me. ARGH! So irritated. Maybe I should have bought it and then regret it later. I don't know. So confusing.
I do hope tomorrow will be another shopping day for us. Then I could decide. But then again I have no $$$. When the hell am I going to be rich?
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