pluto

drugs is a substance that has a physiological effect when ingested or otherwise introduced into the body, in particular • a medicine, esp. a pharmaceutical preparation.

drugs as we all know it is illegal. wtf! cause all our medicines are in a way drugs. ok i am getting lame here. i am talking about marijuana, ecstasy, meth, cocaine and heroin. governments all around the world are trying to curb drugs. busting the dealers, confiscating their stash. what actually happens to the stash that they confiscated? do they actually throw it away or better well burned it? no they don't. they take and sell it back to the dealers. not the small mouse but the bigger rats. and they are busting every single soul taking it. and they say they are trying to clean our streets from it. come on... who are they kidding?

worst yet, why ban marijuana? amongst all the drugs around isn't marijuana a safer drug? it is a downer drug just like alcohol. it only makes people slower and at times stupid. big freaking deal. marijuana has less impact on ones brain cells than any other freaking drugs. it doesn't give one a brain cancer or rot ones teeth. guess what? it doesn't even make one hallucinate nor make one became aggressive.

and if you are a mary jane smoker you would be easily busted because they could detect the fucking thc. and the fuckers that are doing ecstasy gets away with it? they could at least make marijuana legal and illegal at the same time. guess they won't be making much money after that. it's not like cocaine, heroin nor meth whereby you either snort it or inject it to your damn veins. and besides weed is natural not chemically produced. hell, marijuana is even safer than fucking cigarettes.

blues

my flight to bali was scheduled to leave kl at 10.55 am. and by lunchtime we would be in bali and checked in to our room. i would have enjoyed the fresh smell of the clean white sheets on the bed, the soft pillows, the robes and the view (if they had any). i could have enjoyed the getaway at the beach for awhile. coming back with a tan. not like i really need one. i could be sipping cocktails by the poolside with a book, going shopping, to feel the sands between my toes but instead i am here. sigh. when everything one have planned and saved, and somehow somethings would come in the way and washes all the hopes and dreams. that's exactly what happened to me. i have the time, but i am poor at this point of time. goddammit.

it was shahir's birthday last friday. we had a small party for him at my place. unfortunately, the guests that came were not his friends but mostly del's cousins. poor ol' shahir.. but at least i managed to get the things he wanted to do like smoke shisha and... even though he was the birthday boy, he was the charcoal guy too. and after all the party we went to watch team america! we feel asleep in the middle of the movie while del continued watching it.

as usual tumpang glamour on others

saturday was very much a lazy day. we went to ttdi plaza. it has been awhile for us hanging out with the guys. it was felt good in a way meeting up with close friends that we haven't seen in months but seems like ages.